TALKING TO HIM

I never realized that I will be able to talk to him last night

He’s my crush. yes.

but I’m starting to let go this kind of feeling for him.

coz I know where it goes..

to a DEEP LOVE..

that will make me hurt again..

hahaii..

How can I forget him if everyday I’m searching for him?

just looking at him makes me happy..

He makes my day complete..

though we’re not friends

(the sad part)

HELP!!!

anyways, we had a short and silent conversation last night..

silent because we both don’t have words to utter..

short because I’m longing to make it happen again..

I never thought that I could be able to call him..

I never thought that I can have that strength calling him..

But It happened.

a while ago, I saw something on his profile..

It hurts me. yes.

But I have to get rid of the hurt that I felt..

because It could ruin everything If I listen to the anger and pain I felt.

I just need to be QUIET.

I GUESS.